So today, I have decided to give my Instagram, Facebook, and Snapchat accounts to my cousin. So she can change the passwords and hold on to them for me until I have graduated. I spend so much of my time on my phone scrolling down my Facebook and Instagram newsfeed, when I can be doing something else that is more productive and useful for my future. I think it’s time to start using my time wisely. Maybe, this will motivate me to right a blog post more often. And I sure hope this will make me a better student because my procrastination is at its worse right now. Talk to you guys later. I’m ready to become a better person for myself (first), family, autumn, friends, and a special person (who I love dearly).
The week of bullshit!!!! Ugh I have not posted anything in so long. I have been busy being at home at the library, for the past couple months. Ugh there goes another excuse from me. I always have an excuse for myself, this needs to stop. Excuse after excuse. Everything is possible if we have the proper motivation and commitment, so we shall not have excuses. Well enough of that rambling. The reason why I am really writing this post is because I realized for my online calculus class, I had assignments to do that were 60% of my grade. And guess, what I did not do them. Ha FML!!! This is not my first time taking calculus, this is my third time taking it. Now I have to take it again. Yup, I said it I will be taking calculus again for the fourth time. I did not fail this class because I did not understand it. I am failing it because I am making stupid mistakes and not putting in the work that is needed to pass the class. Don’t ever do this to yourself, it really hurts to go through this. But I am just gonna try to strive harder.
So tonight I was revising my paper for my English class and I thought I might share with you guys, my hatred towards English and writing. I absolutely hate writing. It’s my worse enemy, since forever. I’ve always had horrible grades in English during my grade school years, so I always thought my writing is horrible. The grades and my past mean English teachers are the reasons why I see English as my enemy. But I realized writing is the way I express my emotions. Which is why I decided to start a blog, where I express my thoughts and emotions. So I hope my writing isn’t horrible to read.
P.S. This years English class taught me that there is no such thing as good writing. How can there be one way of good writing when we all have our own unique way of expressing our ideas?
“Success is walking from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm.” Winston Churchill
My first post is a quote. I really like this quote, I had it saved in my stickies on my computer. I thought I might share it. As much as I have failed, I must keep my head held high and keep on trucking. That is how I have been, I just keep getting reminded how much I have failed so far from my advisors and professors. This morning after my 9 o’clock class I went to go meet up with one of my professors, who is in charge of declaring Animal and Vet Science concentrations. It seems as if he does not have any hope for the students who have lower than a 3.0 gpa. He like immediately shuts them down and says they won’t make it to vet school. I will not let him try to talk me out of this major. We should not let any of our advisors make us second guess our abilities. I still feel confident that I can succeed. I will succeed. No loss in enthusiasm at all.